Ramblings Of A Church Girl

As a young girl I always thought that life would be just as simple and nice as the thoughts in my head, little did I know I needed to be prepared for its falls, heartaches and migraines. However, the older I get the more I appreciate my past and the many lessons I have learnt. You see, I grew up in the church was baptized when I was nine years old, it was wonderful all I knew was church life and it was so awesome. I knew no wrong more than the occasional white lie, and dance or boyfriend and the bling of the world did not phase me. Then my body started to change, I started to find boys/men to be attractive, listening to friends describe all the fun they were having dating and going out was the freedom I longed for, there was also the need to look as sexy as I possible could, and to flaunt what the God Lord gave me. But, I was so naive, that all along that I was flaunting and playing like I was "big" deep down I knew nothing about that world. One thing lead to another and be